TALES OF AN ORANGEPEELER
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01.13.03, monday night
It isn't that, once you've made a decision during a moment of crisis, you can just go on through life so blithely. Here is the hard part: letting the decision to endure past the moments when you want to slip back into former skins and former characters, past the moments when you want to fool yourself into thinking, yes, it would be easy, yes, it would be nice to fall into that girl still dreaming, that ne'er-do-well, that skin and character still familiar, far from former.